2013!!

It has been such a long time since my last entry.. 2011? hmm.. I am a person who love to pen my thoughts as I believe sharing is a blessing to others, it is not like a blogger is an introvert person but it is somehow reflecting that he or she is a person who loves to think and ponder about life.

Above all, I would like to thanks and praise God once again that I am back on path with HIM. Hallelujah. Praise the lord! I love Jesus since very young with a divine reason. I don't fathom why God let me underwent something should I say stupid afterall. When I reflect back, I wonder why do I apologize even is not my mistake? Why God you let me encounter ungodly person and they never put God in their heart at all. I suffered all the bitterness in an ungodly family and they start to attack me spiritually. They framed me up like a wicked but I tolerate all these even I know they do not understand biblical teaching at all. I am not a person who likes to fight back even I know ppl is wrong and I hate argue with ppl as human will always be self justifying, right?  On the contrary, I would rather ponder my own mistakes and become a better person, I always feel that is better.

Thank God that I experience HIM so much in year 2013 and I trust God He will be guiding me throughout my life.  In my coming entry, I shall write down every encounters of me with God in my 40 days fast and pray. I would love to experience a DIVINE SHIFT and BREAKTHROUGH in my life and experience HIS faithfullness that HE will be solving the unsolved issue for me. Pray for me together that we're going to witness God again and again for HIS full glory.

Abba Father, thank you for everything that YOU gave me in my life. Forgive me for my past and renew me in accordance to YOUR ways. Direct me in YOUR path so I will know Your divine purpose in my life.

Thank you =)

A song that sing out every part of my thoughts.

Thank You Pastor Jaeson Ma for this awesome song

I am thankful =)

I am thankful

thankful for life

thankful for my health

...thankful for my family and my friends

thankful for the good things in life

and thankful even for the bad

because everything in this life is a gift

and i dont take it for grand

i dont understand it all, but i am thankful

because everything i've been given

has made me the person i am today

and i might not be what i wanna be

but i thank god i'm not where i used to be

i am thankful for who i am

and i dont want to be anyone else, but myself

I CANT CHANGE MY CIRCUMSTANCES

BUT I CAN CHANGE MY ATTITUDE TO ONE OF GRATITUDE

(*)chorus

thank you for everyday you give me

thank you for every opportunity

cos it's yours strength when i am weak

and for that i want you to know

that i am thankful

that i am thankful

every talk because of you

so this is my gratitude to show you

that i am thankful

i am thankful

thankful for my mother

for raising me up all these years... as a single ma

thankful for my father

who wasn't perfect

but i know he had tried

thankful for my brothers and sisters

who believed me when no one else would

and thankful for my education

thankful for my cloths on my bed

thankful for the food that i eat

i am thankful that i am alive and breathing

because you are the reason

i am thankful

i am thankful for my friends

who loved me, when i didn't deserve it

and thank you for listening

because not everyone in this world

is given a bear chance

and for those who without a voice

i speak for you

i've got nothing, but gratitude

(*)

God, grant me the surrenderee to accept the things i cannot change

courage, to change the things i can

and the wisdom, to know the difference

i am thankful

thankful that you lifted me up, when i was down

i am thankful

that you would bear for me, when i was sick

i am thank you that you comforted me, when i was lonely

that everyone left me, you were still there... carrying me thru

i am thankful for every relationship given

for no person is a failure, if that person has friends

true success is not what you achieve

it's be faithful to your values and convictions

i love you, you love me

that is success

and success is having... gratitude

326.. Treasured always =)

326.. 2011

A heart of gratitude for all the blessing in the past

Grateful to have known many awesome friends and quality ppl, am blessed by all the wishes.

My heartfelt though.

"What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul? Or what can anyone give in exchange for their soul?" Matt 16:26

Because I believe in You (Kingdom works)

亲爱的上帝 我需要你
我把自己藏在你怀里
用我全心 和我的生命献上给你 oh
漆黑的夜里 还好有你
像一把火炬照亮我的心
...将所有恐惧 彻底的忘记完全放下自己献给你
Because I believe 生命总有你

暴风雨中你会让我得找安息
我全心相信 一生能跟随着你
就是我有的福气 喔
Because I believe 也不曾怀疑

亲爱的上帝你就是我的唯一
从这一刻起 生命全托福给你
Because I believe in You

The bittersweet synonym

This song was played during my flight back to Malaysia. This song catches my ears straight away. I took a deep breath when I scrutinize every lyric of this song.

Ppl comes in and out of my life

Ppl who have once impacted me

Ppl who have once painted a smile on my face

The memories down the lane...

The feelings of both bitter and sweet are still stored in the deepest of my heart. =)

Enjoy the song below

Long journey - Beautiful song

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to You

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will You break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to You
To You...

主啊我到你面前

主啊我到你面前
献上我的今天
我的身体 我的一切
献上当作活祭

主啊我到你面前
献上我的今天
求你更新 求你洁净
我的心思意念

我与你同钉十架
如今不是我活着
因我知道你是深爱我
我只为你而活

主啊我到你面前
献上我的今天
愿我一生蒙你悦纳
成为你的喜悦

B.I.G

My God is so big, so strong and so mighty

There's nothing that He cannot do!
My God is so big, so strong and so mighty
There's nothing that He cannot do!

The rivers are His, the mountains are His
The stars are His handiwork too
My God is so big, so strong and so mighty
There's nothing that He cannot do!

You are the potter, I am the clay

Lord, I pray for revival in me, every families, our society
and our beloved nation.
--
Let Your fire burn in us
and let our light to continue to shine forth
We long to witness Your revival to be taken place in this city!!!
AMEN =)

Mengejar hadir-Mu (GMB)

Dekat pada-Mu itu rinduku
Setiap kataku
Kau pun menunggu
Tak kusangka, ku temukan
Satu kasih yang abadi
Kini kudatang
Dan kubawa hidupku
Memandang wajah-Mu
Mengikuti kebaikan-Mu
Mengejar hadir-Mu
Dalam hidupku
Membawa sembahku
Menyatakan kebesaran-Mu
Mengejar hadir-Mu
Dalam hidupku

MengenalMu

Bila ku buka mataku dan lihat wajah-Mu
ku terkagum
Bila kulihat hidupku dan karya tangan-Mu
ku tersanjung

Kar'na semua yang baik dalam hidupku, itulah karya-Mu
Kau b'ri kesempatan yang baru

Dan ku ingin mengenal-Mu Tuhan
Lebih dalam dari semua yang ku kenal
Tiada kasih yang melebihi-Mu
Ku ada untuk menjadi penyembah-Mu

Shine like stars

Look at the world we live today
Look at the hurting everywhere
Let us bring mercy and your grace
Overflow in every place
Let us be one with You today
And let Your glory fall


We will shine
Shine like stars above
Shining in Your light
Guided by your love
Let your fire burn in us
Burning like the sun
As we glorify
Show your kingdom come
In all the earth

Teach us to live in righteousness
Teach us to love in one accord
Guide us to live life everyday
As we worship in Your courts
Let us declare Your majesty
And let Your glory fall

Taiwan, I love you =)

Praise God for the ppl in Taiwan who have come to know Him personally.
This song was composed with great music and lyrics!!!!
May more and more ppl will come to receive the salvation of Christ!!!
Hope, love and joy from Jesus overflow in their lives

Click the youtube, thumb up to the song!!!!!! =)

The God I know -CHC

GOD OF MY YOUTH I REMEMBER
YOUR CALL ON MY LIFE TOOK ME O'ER
YOUR LOVE HAS SEEN ME THROUGH ALL MY DAYS
I STAND HERE BY YOUR GRACE

ON THIS ALTAR I'VE WRITTEN MY LIFE
TELLS OF THE STORY I HAVE WITH YOU MY LORD
I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW

GOD OF MY FOREVER
AND FOREVER I'M WITH YOU
MY LIFE IS SAVED WITH A PRICE
YOUR SACRIFICE REDEEMED MY SOUL
GOD OF MY FOREVER
AND FOREVER I WILL SING
MY GREATEST HONOR WILL ALWAYS BE
TO SERVE MY LORD AND KING

GOD OF MY ALL I'VE SURRENDERED
MY HEART FINDS ITS REST IN YOUR WORD
PRAISES WILL NOT BE ENOUGH TO SHOW
HOW MY LOVE FOR YOU HAS GROWN

NOTHING MATTERS WHEN YOU'RE HERE WITH ME
IN THE END JUST TO HEAR YOU SAY “WELL DONE”
BOWING BEFORE YOUR THRONE



FOREVER AND EVER
JESUS YOU ALONE IN GLORY REIGN
FOREVER AND EVER
WITH YOU I WALK THIS NARROW WAY

Juru S'lamatku

Walau kuharus berjalan
Dalam lembah kekelaman
Perlindungan-Mu Oh Tuhan
Nyatalah bagi hidupku

Tiada pernah sedetik pun
Tiada pernah Kau tinggalkan
Sungguh mulia dan sempurna
Hanya Kau layak disembah

Yesus Engkau Juru s’lamatku
Dalam janji-Mu kemenanganku
Selamanya ‘kan kunyatakan
Besar setia-Mu Tuhan
Di hidupku