2013!!

It has been such a long time since my last entry.. 2011? hmm.. I am a person who love to pen my thoughts as I believe sharing is a blessing to others, it is not like a blogger is an introvert person but it is somehow reflecting that he or she is a person who loves to think and ponder about life.

Above all, I would like to thanks and praise God once again that I am back on path with HIM. Hallelujah. Praise the lord! I love Jesus since very young with a divine reason. I don't fathom why God let me underwent something should I say stupid afterall. When I reflect back, I wonder why do I apologize even is not my mistake? Why God you let me encounter ungodly person and they never put God in their heart at all. I suffered all the bitterness in an ungodly family and they start to attack me spiritually. They framed me up like a wicked but I tolerate all these even I know they do not understand biblical teaching at all. I am not a person who likes to fight back even I know ppl is wrong and I hate argue with ppl as human will always be self justifying, right?  On the contrary, I would rather ponder my own mistakes and become a better person, I always feel that is better.

Thank God that I experience HIM so much in year 2013 and I trust God He will be guiding me throughout my life.  In my coming entry, I shall write down every encounters of me with God in my 40 days fast and pray. I would love to experience a DIVINE SHIFT and BREAKTHROUGH in my life and experience HIS faithfullness that HE will be solving the unsolved issue for me. Pray for me together that we're going to witness God again and again for HIS full glory.

Abba Father, thank you for everything that YOU gave me in my life. Forgive me for my past and renew me in accordance to YOUR ways. Direct me in YOUR path so I will know Your divine purpose in my life.

Thank you =)

A song that sing out every part of my thoughts.

Thank You Pastor Jaeson Ma for this awesome song

I am thankful =)

I am thankful

thankful for life

thankful for my health

...thankful for my family and my friends

thankful for the good things in life

and thankful even for the bad

because everything in this life is a gift

and i dont take it for grand

i dont understand it all, but i am thankful

because everything i've been given

has made me the person i am today

and i might not be what i wanna be

but i thank god i'm not where i used to be

i am thankful for who i am

and i dont want to be anyone else, but myself

I CANT CHANGE MY CIRCUMSTANCES

BUT I CAN CHANGE MY ATTITUDE TO ONE OF GRATITUDE

(*)chorus

thank you for everyday you give me

thank you for every opportunity

cos it's yours strength when i am weak

and for that i want you to know

that i am thankful

that i am thankful

every talk because of you

so this is my gratitude to show you

that i am thankful

i am thankful

thankful for my mother

for raising me up all these years... as a single ma

thankful for my father

who wasn't perfect

but i know he had tried

thankful for my brothers and sisters

who believed me when no one else would

and thankful for my education

thankful for my cloths on my bed

thankful for the food that i eat

i am thankful that i am alive and breathing

because you are the reason

i am thankful

i am thankful for my friends

who loved me, when i didn't deserve it

and thank you for listening

because not everyone in this world

is given a bear chance

and for those who without a voice

i speak for you

i've got nothing, but gratitude

(*)

God, grant me the surrenderee to accept the things i cannot change

courage, to change the things i can

and the wisdom, to know the difference

i am thankful

thankful that you lifted me up, when i was down

i am thankful

that you would bear for me, when i was sick

i am thank you that you comforted me, when i was lonely

that everyone left me, you were still there... carrying me thru

i am thankful for every relationship given

for no person is a failure, if that person has friends

true success is not what you achieve

it's be faithful to your values and convictions

i love you, you love me

that is success

and success is having... gratitude

Because I believe in You (Kingdom works)

亲爱的上帝 我需要你
我把自己藏在你怀里
用我全心 和我的生命献上给你 oh
漆黑的夜里 还好有你
像一把火炬照亮我的心
...将所有恐惧 彻底的忘记完全放下自己献给你
Because I believe 生命总有你

暴风雨中你会让我得找安息
我全心相信 一生能跟随着你
就是我有的福气 喔
Because I believe 也不曾怀疑

亲爱的上帝你就是我的唯一
从这一刻起 生命全托福给你
Because I believe in You

The bittersweet synonym

This song was played during my flight back to Malaysia. This song catches my ears straight away. I took a deep breath when I scrutinize every lyric of this song.

Ppl comes in and out of my life

Ppl who have once impacted me

Ppl who have once painted a smile on my face

The memories down the lane...

The feelings of both bitter and sweet are still stored in the deepest of my heart. =)

Enjoy the song below

Believe in HIM (Juwita Suwito)

Two thousand years ago
A baby was found in a manger
No trumpet, no headlines, no breaking news
But just a star shining for all who cared to see

Some say he's the Saviour and Lord of all
Some say he's just only a man
A carpenter with a call
But if he really did lay his life for me
And paid the price of sin there at Calvary
Why shouldn't I, why shouldn't I believe in HIM?

You reach a point in life
When you will choose one or another
Accept him, reject, the choice is yours
But I know the truth is there, waiting for me

A plan so simple and wise
Only God would think to devise
I think it's time to forget the lies
He loves you
Is that so hard to realize?

Long journey - Beautiful song

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to You

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will You break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to You
To You...

I know who hold tomorrow

I don't know about tomorrow,
I just live from day to day.
I don't borrow from it's sunshine,
For it's skies may turn to gray.
I don't worry o'er the future,
For I know what Jesus said,
And today I'll walk beside Him,
For He knows what is ahead.
Refrain
Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand;
But I know Who holds tomorrow,
And I know Who holds my hand.
Ev'ry step is getting brighter,
As the golden stairs I climb;
Ev'ry burden's getting lighter;
Ev'ry cloud is silver lined.
There the sun is always shining,
There no tear will dim the eyes,
At the ending of the rainbow,
Where the mountains touch the sky.
Refrain
Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand;
But I know Who holds tomorrow,
And I know Who holds my hand.
I don't know about tomorrow,
It may bring me poverty;
But the One Who feeds the sparrow,
Is the One Who stands by me.
And the path that be my portion,
May be through the flame or flood,
But His presence goes before me,
And I'm covered with His blood.
Refrain
Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand;
But I know Who holds tomorrow,
And I know Who holds my hand.

Everlasting God Isaiah 40 : 28-31

The Lord is the everlasting God
The creator of the ends of the earth
He will not grow tired or weary
and His understanding no one can fathom

He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak
and young men stumble and fall
but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength

They will soar on wings like eagles
they will run and not grow weary
they will walk and not be faint

Jonah and Huis

Receiving a phone call just a couple of minutes ago,
Reflecting on the sharing
Jonah's story has made Huis standing on a solid rock!! =)

Psalms 37: 1-13

Do not fret because of evil men
or be envious of those who do wrong
for like the grass they will soon wither
like green plants they will soon die away
--
Trust in the Lord and do good
dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture
Delight yourself in the Lord
and He will give you the desires of your heart
--
Commit your way to the Lord
trust in Him and He will do this
He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn
the justice of your cause like the noonday sun
--
Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for Him
do not fret when men succeed in their ways
when they carry out their wicked schemes.
--
Refrain from anger and turn wrath
do not fret-it leads only to evil
For evil men will be cut off
but those who hope in the Lord will inherit the land
--
A little while, and the wicked will be no more
though you look for them, they will not be found
But the meek will inherit the land
and enjoy great peace
--
The wicked plot against the righteous
and gnash their teeth at them
but the Lord laughs at the wicked
for He knows their day is coming