Cute CG

haaa...

that was the price for "winning" 

Day 23

God is good all the time!! AMEN and again I say AMEN.
Been doing something very awkward or go wild I should say to search for an answer last week.
Today I ponder back I have a lot of disatisfaction with non-Christian and I found I can forgive them easily even they have done a very big offence to me.
I couldn't tolerate this time when I encounter preacher or so called Christians.
I hit them real hard but no repentance was seen but 1 thing I am truly grateful, God has saved me out and I kneel down to ask God for forgivness for being lean for my own intelligence and not seeking His will in year 2012 that caused me so much of failure in life.
In day 23, thank God I have received healing from HIM and HE has given me a joyful heart to sing to HIM and worship HIM in spirit.

Abba father, I am humbly handing over my life to YOU again, I surrender my whole life to let YOU taking over, I am seeking for YOUR will to be done in my life. AMEN.

Day 12

Been reading bible for hours and hours per day..
Been praying for many minutes and hours..
Been holding on grudge and frustrates sometimes..


Been wondering..


How, why, what and who..

God, YOU see from afar and YOU know everything..

YOU are a God of Justice and YOU won't make us embarass..

YOU won't let the enemy/ satan succeed.

When I know all these.. I let it all go and shall witness HOW great YOU are going to take the revenge for me!! AMEN :)

Day 6

万军之耶和华，

你是信实和公义的神

我耐心等候你。。

Day 5

Hana's prayer

Day 3

Be still

Day 2

Have faith

Day 1

Lord,

I surrender my all to YOU..

Last 3 hours for the real experience with God :)

A lot of ppl been worrying about the next 40 days
I have a strong faith that I will overcome it by faith
Emily is going to experience, encounter and embrace God's love, faithfulness, mercy, healing, miracles, justice and many more..

A heart of waiting for the real spiritual war to start of by prayer..


Lord, here I am to intercede with YOU again :)

感谢神创作玫瑰有刺

Thank you Lord for creating roses with thorn

Thank you Lord for pulling the thorn out from my heart

Forgive me Lord for swaying away from You in the past

Let me experience Your presence and knowing Your will in my life in the next 40 days

Heal me from inner to outer, 

把所有污秽由里到外全都得着你的洁净

Awesome family in-christ in Johor :)

感恩上帝让我认识你们
感恩你们在基督里对我的爱与关怀
感恩你们让我体会基督徒的真善美
感恩上帝，让我遭苦难时遇见你们
感恩你们让我对神不摇动，看见真信徒的行为。。
再次体会属灵家庭的美好。。。

好多好多感恩。。。
好多好多感动在心里。。。

2013!!

It has been such a long time since my last entry.. 2011? hmm.. I am a person who love to pen my thoughts as I believe sharing is a blessing to others, it is not like a blogger is an introvert person but it is somehow reflecting that he or she is a person who loves to think and ponder about life.

Above all, I would like to thanks and praise God once again that I am back on path with HIM. Hallelujah. Praise the lord! I love Jesus since very young with a divine reason. I don't fathom why God let me underwent something should I say stupid afterall. When I reflect back, I wonder why do I apologize even is not my mistake? Why God you let me encounter ungodly person and they never put God in their heart at all. I suffered all the bitterness in an ungodly family and they start to attack me spiritually. They framed me up like a wicked but I tolerate all these even I know they do not understand biblical teaching at all. I am not a person who likes to fight back even I know ppl is wrong and I hate argue with ppl as human will always be self justifying, right?  On the contrary, I would rather ponder my own mistakes and become a better person, I always feel that is better.

Thank God that I experience HIM so much in year 2013 and I trust God He will be guiding me throughout my life.  In my coming entry, I shall write down every encounters of me with God in my 40 days fast and pray. I would love to experience a DIVINE SHIFT and BREAKTHROUGH in my life and experience HIS faithfullness that HE will be solving the unsolved issue for me. Pray for me together that we're going to witness God again and again for HIS full glory.

Abba Father, thank you for everything that YOU gave me in my life. Forgive me for my past and renew me in accordance to YOUR ways. Direct me in YOUR path so I will know Your divine purpose in my life.