I have something to share here...!! haa..!! So, what is that you might ask?
Hmm.. I guess it is through sharing we bless and encourage others, so I decided to share on the blessings I received from God recently.
Indeed our Father is a loving Father, He will never fail us and His timing is always the right timing. I am thankful, Abba Father.
From my previous entry, I shared about the divine phone call and it was really on time. I was so down hearted after the next day when I received a bad news, hmm.. The burden that I have carried for many months have turned me down. I can't even talk for the whole day but my brain keep ringing on what the bro had told me on the previous day. What is Your will, Abba Father? I kneel down and pray to God. Abba Father, I don't fathom and my broken heart has nearly consume me. Perhaps I seldom face failure and it has hit me so harsh this time. Sometimes I am frustrated, honest I did, forgive me for my shortcomings as I am a human afterall. I frust when I meet different values ppl and they try to irk me by creating some issues to me. I wish to tell them what is my dissatisfaction, I wish to ask where is the justice and fairness. All the whys and I finally choose to ignore. Am I an ignorant person when ppl nowadays choose to ignore when ppl are against them too, so what is so big deal right? Some ppl might say a bygone is a bygone but I beg to differ, a bygone is never a bygone when a person does not know their mistake and they keep repeating it and they just apologize insincerely and what they did was IGNORE and find substitution. I come to ask is that bothering me as it is not my problem afterall. God has broke my heart and told me that I do not deserve His great love but He does love me, I let go my frustration to Him all at that time.
I went for breakfast with my mom last month and God has started speaking to me without I notice it. I shall not mention the incident here but it reminds me of her teaching to me all the time. Be kind to others even the person acting the different way, show them the love from God as God love us so much too. I admit it is hard to forgive certain ppl who has done wrongly when they don't feel guilty at all. I didn't really take the incident into my heart and days just pass each days.
Forgive me Abba Father.. I took a train down to Johor and I was thinking God leads me whenever You want me to go cos I have surrendered to You my whole self. I do not want to lost myself and behave like the worldly ppl does such as ignoring, holding grudge, acting selfish-ly, playing fair and etc. It is definitely not about we treat others good when ppl appreciate us. We as Christian go beyond all these because Jesus came for the sinner,not for the righteous. God open His heavenly blessings when I let go everything to Him. It was so amazing how He prepares the way for me to get what my heart desires. I am so amazed by what He has done and ppl who know the incident was so amazed too. God has closed one window but He has indeed opened so many doors to me.
If today you wonder if there is a God on this planet earth, why do you have to use your strength and yet you still fail to achieve your target. You feel so fatigue when no one understand you, fret not you can always come to seek Him, cry out to Him as it is not because we first loved him, but He has first loved us. Open your heart to let him talk to you today. He has risen from the death, He is a living God who always awaiting you to receive Him as your personal saviour, will you willing to open the door of your heart to receive the abundance love from Him?
I hope your answer will be the same as me! Bless you=)
Blessed Easter day to all =)
