Because He first love us =)

I have something to share here...!! haa..!! So, what is that you might ask?

Hmm.. I guess it is through sharing we bless and encourage others, so I decided to share on the blessings I received from God recently.

Indeed our Father is a loving Father, He will never fail us and His timing is always the right timing. I am thankful, Abba Father.

From my previous entry, I shared about the divine phone call and it was really on time. I was so down hearted after the next day when I received a bad news, hmm.. The burden that I have carried for many months have turned me down. I can't even talk for the whole day but my brain keep ringing on what the bro had told me on the previous day. What is Your will, Abba Father? I kneel down and pray to God. Abba Father, I don't fathom and my broken heart has nearly consume me. Perhaps I seldom face failure and it has hit me so harsh this time. Sometimes I am frustrated, honest I did, forgive me for my shortcomings as I am a human afterall. I frust when I meet different values ppl and they try to irk me by creating some issues to me. I wish to tell them what is my dissatisfaction, I wish to ask where is the justice and fairness. All the whys and I finally choose to ignore. Am I an ignorant person when ppl nowadays choose to ignore when ppl are against them too, so what is so big deal right? Some ppl might say a bygone is a bygone but I beg to differ, a bygone is never a bygone when a person does not know their mistake and they keep repeating it and they just apologize insincerely and what they did was IGNORE and find substitution. I come to ask is that bothering me as it is not my problem afterall. God has broke my heart and told me that I do not deserve His great love but He does love me, I let go my frustration to Him all at that time.

I went for breakfast with my mom last month and God has started speaking to me without I notice it. I shall not mention the incident here but it reminds me of her teaching to me all the time. Be kind to others even the person acting the different way, show them the love from God as God love us so much too. I admit it is hard to forgive certain ppl who has done wrongly when they don't feel guilty at all. I didn't really take the incident into my heart and days just pass each days.

Forgive me Abba Father.. I took a train down to Johor and I was thinking God leads me whenever You want me to go cos I have surrendered to You my whole self. I do not want to lost myself and behave like the worldly ppl does such as ignoring, holding grudge, acting selfish-ly, playing fair and etc. It is definitely not about we treat others good when ppl appreciate us. We as Christian go beyond all these because Jesus came for the sinner,not for the righteous. God open His heavenly blessings when I let go everything to Him. It was so amazing how He prepares the way for me to get what my heart desires. I am so amazed by what He has done and ppl who know the incident was so amazed too. God has closed one window but He has indeed opened so many doors to me.

If today you wonder if there is a God on this planet earth, why do you have to use your strength and yet you still fail to achieve your target. You feel so fatigue when no one understand you, fret not you can always come to seek Him, cry out to Him as it is not because we first loved him, but He has first loved us. Open your heart to let him talk to you today. He has risen from the death, He is a living God who always awaiting you to receive Him as your personal saviour, will you willing to open the door of your heart to receive the abundance love from Him?

I hope your answer will be the same as me! Bless you=)

Blessed Easter day to all =)

A divine phone call =)

I love reading a sister's blog back in varsity time, though I can't remember all of her entries but her entries have always inspired me about a young lady's walk with God. I am blessed by her writing and sharing. There are a lot insights which are beyond words that I can put it up here about her faith in her journey with Father. I remember her entry about how she encouraged ppl around her and it was on time that the person was being blessed. It is a total divine appointment and a call from a friend reminds me of her entry. I wish to thanks God for the call from my bro in christ for the divine encouragement. As a person who loves to bottle up, I was really caught in one of his question and I thanks God for his encouragement. Thank you bro for telling me it is a faith challenging journey, I shall continue the battle of this journey because God's timing is the most perfect timing. Thank you bro for your calling again, I am blessed beyond words =)

Thank you =)

A song that sing out every part of my thoughts.

Thank You Pastor Jaeson Ma for this awesome song

I am thankful =)

I am thankful

thankful for life

thankful for my health

...thankful for my family and my friends

thankful for the good things in life

and thankful even for the bad

because everything in this life is a gift

and i dont take it for grand

i dont understand it all, but i am thankful

because everything i've been given

has made me the person i am today

and i might not be what i wanna be

but i thank god i'm not where i used to be

i am thankful for who i am

and i dont want to be anyone else, but myself

I CANT CHANGE MY CIRCUMSTANCES

BUT I CAN CHANGE MY ATTITUDE TO ONE OF GRATITUDE

(*)chorus

thank you for everyday you give me

thank you for every opportunity

cos it's yours strength when i am weak

and for that i want you to know

that i am thankful

that i am thankful

every talk because of you

so this is my gratitude to show you

that i am thankful

i am thankful

thankful for my mother

for raising me up all these years... as a single ma

thankful for my father

who wasn't perfect

but i know he had tried

thankful for my brothers and sisters

who believed me when no one else would

and thankful for my education

thankful for my cloths on my bed

thankful for the food that i eat

i am thankful that i am alive and breathing

because you are the reason

i am thankful

i am thankful for my friends

who loved me, when i didn't deserve it

and thank you for listening

because not everyone in this world

is given a bear chance

and for those who without a voice

i speak for you

i've got nothing, but gratitude

(*)

God, grant me the surrenderee to accept the things i cannot change

courage, to change the things i can

and the wisdom, to know the difference

i am thankful

thankful that you lifted me up, when i was down

i am thankful

that you would bear for me, when i was sick

i am thank you that you comforted me, when i was lonely

that everyone left me, you were still there... carrying me thru

i am thankful for every relationship given

for no person is a failure, if that person has friends

true success is not what you achieve

it's be faithful to your values and convictions

i love you, you love me

that is success

and success is having... gratitude

326.. Treasured always =)

326.. 2011

A heart of gratitude for all the blessing in the past

Grateful to have known many awesome friends and quality ppl, am blessed by all the wishes.

My heartfelt though.

"What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul? Or what can anyone give in exchange for their soul?" Matt 16:26

Memories down the lane 2010-2011

*haa... *

Amazing Grace (My Chains Are Gone)

Amazing grace

How sweet the sound

That saved a wretch like me

I once was lost, but now I'm found

Was blind, but now I see

'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear

And grace my fears relieved

How precious did that grace appear

The hour I first believed

My chains are gone

I've been set free

My God, my Savior has ransomed me

And like a flood His mercy rains

Unending love, Amazing grace

The Lord has promised good to me

His word my hope secures

He will my shield and portion be

As long as life endures

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow

The sun forbear to shine

But God, Who called me here below

Will be forever mine

Will be forever mine

You are forever mine

Carebears =)

A little kid was watching some cartoons when I pass through a shop a few days ago. To my curiosity, I spy into the monitor and I saw a lil gal was watching the carebears' cartoons. This small little gesture of her made my heart delighted and a smile painted on my face. When I first had my hp, one of my best friend sent me the carebear theme and song and I am still using it now. This friend of mine has a heart of gold and I truly thanks God by knowing him as someone who know me very well and he always inspire me to serve ppl in a correct way. I still believe good quality ppl especially the equal yoke is still around us. I also pray that I will be His testimony to others whenever places that He places me to be. whoa, our friendship is nearly 1 decade soon. Hereby, I once again convey my heartfelt thanks to my friend, the awesome carebear who possesses a tenderheart!! GBU richly, bro =)

Reflection

Sort of reading the book of Acts in the past few days, what have enlightened me is the transformation within Saul. I stumbled to ponder upon many issues that have happened in the past.

Things have changed from remembering to forgetting. Our God is indeed an awesome God.

Year 2010 was a blessed one with God's grace, I pray that year 2011 will be another great testimony year for Him. I pray that I will have wisdom and discernment to know more good quality ppl ahead me. May His will be done =)

Thanks God for officially getting my higher degree and what will be the next? Her words will never be erased from my brain and I am truly grateful for His grace by bringing me through all the circumstances when I read back my old blog. I can't do it without He who enables and strengthen me. Thanks Abba Father for all the precious gifts that You have brought to me in my life.

Nice day all =)

Because I believe in You (Kingdom works)

亲爱的上帝 我需要你
我把自己藏在你怀里
用我全心 和我的生命献上给你 oh
漆黑的夜里 还好有你
像一把火炬照亮我的心
...将所有恐惧 彻底的忘记完全放下自己献给你
Because I believe 生命总有你

暴风雨中你会让我得找安息
我全心相信 一生能跟随着你
就是我有的福气 喔
Because I believe 也不曾怀疑

亲爱的上帝你就是我的唯一
从这一刻起 生命全托福给你
Because I believe in You

What matters the most to me?

Many ppl has a lot of different definition towards their own life.

Some regards wealthy as successful life

Some spends their entire life looking for good looking partner

Some works over hour daily to fill up more and more money inside their pockets

Some pointing their fingers towards other's fault without knowing to apologize in a right manner over their own mistakes

I laugh and sigh at the same time, no offence though *finger crossed*

When I look deeper what I longing for in my life.

The answer is possessing a joyful heart and being contented have made my living so blessed despite the days and years that I have undergone.

Thus, what is the element that matters the most to you?

Nice day all =)

The bittersweet synonym

This song was played during my flight back to Malaysia. This song catches my ears straight away. I took a deep breath when I scrutinize every lyric of this song.

Ppl comes in and out of my life

Ppl who have once impacted me

Ppl who have once painted a smile on my face

The memories down the lane...

The feelings of both bitter and sweet are still stored in the deepest of my heart. =)

Enjoy the song below