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that was the price for "winning" 

Day 23

God is good all the time!! AMEN and again I say AMEN.
Been doing something very awkward or go wild I should say to search for an answer last week.
Today I ponder back I have a lot of disatisfaction with non-Christian and I found I can forgive them easily even they have done a very big offence to me.
I couldn't tolerate this time when I encounter preacher or so called Christians.
I hit them real hard but no repentance was seen but 1 thing I am truly grateful, God has saved me out and I kneel down to ask God for forgivness for being lean for my own intelligence and not seeking His will in year 2012 that caused me so much of failure in life.
In day 23, thank God I have received healing from HIM and HE has given me a joyful heart to sing to HIM and worship HIM in spirit.

Abba father, I am humbly handing over my life to YOU again, I surrender my whole life to let YOU taking over, I am seeking for YOUR will to be done in my life. AMEN.

Day 12

Been reading bible for hours and hours per day..
Been praying for many minutes and hours..
Been holding on grudge and frustrates sometimes..


Been wondering..


How, why, what and who..

God, YOU see from afar and YOU know everything..

YOU are a God of Justice and YOU won't make us embarass..

YOU won't let the enemy/ satan succeed.

When I know all these.. I let it all go and shall witness HOW great YOU are going to take the revenge for me!! AMEN :)

Day 6

万军之耶和华，

你是信实和公义的神

我耐心等候你。。

Day 5

Hana's prayer

Day 3

Be still

Day 2

Have faith

Day 1

Lord,

I surrender my all to YOU..

Last 3 hours for the real experience with God :)

A lot of ppl been worrying about the next 40 days
I have a strong faith that I will overcome it by faith
Emily is going to experience, encounter and embrace God's love, faithfulness, mercy, healing, miracles, justice and many more..

A heart of waiting for the real spiritual war to start of by prayer..


Lord, here I am to intercede with YOU again :)

感谢神创作玫瑰有刺

Thank you Lord for creating roses with thorn

Thank you Lord for pulling the thorn out from my heart

Forgive me Lord for swaying away from You in the past

Let me experience Your presence and knowing Your will in my life in the next 40 days

Heal me from inner to outer, 

把所有污秽由里到外全都得着你的洁净

Awesome family in-christ in Johor :)

感恩上帝让我认识你们
感恩你们在基督里对我的爱与关怀
感恩你们让我体会基督徒的真善美
感恩上帝，让我遭苦难时遇见你们
感恩你们让我对神不摇动，看见真信徒的行为。。
再次体会属灵家庭的美好。。。

好多好多感恩。。。
好多好多感动在心里。。。

2013!!

It has been such a long time since my last entry.. 2011? hmm.. I am a person who love to pen my thoughts as I believe sharing is a blessing to others, it is not like a blogger is an introvert person but it is somehow reflecting that he or she is a person who loves to think and ponder about life.

Above all, I would like to thanks and praise God once again that I am back on path with HIM. Hallelujah. Praise the lord! I love Jesus since very young with a divine reason. I don't fathom why God let me underwent something should I say stupid afterall. When I reflect back, I wonder why do I apologize even is not my mistake? Why God you let me encounter ungodly person and they never put God in their heart at all. I suffered all the bitterness in an ungodly family and they start to attack me spiritually. They framed me up like a wicked but I tolerate all these even I know they do not understand biblical teaching at all. I am not a person who likes to fight back even I know ppl is wrong and I hate argue with ppl as human will always be self justifying, right?  On the contrary, I would rather ponder my own mistakes and become a better person, I always feel that is better.

Thank God that I experience HIM so much in year 2013 and I trust God He will be guiding me throughout my life.  In my coming entry, I shall write down every encounters of me with God in my 40 days fast and pray. I would love to experience a DIVINE SHIFT and BREAKTHROUGH in my life and experience HIS faithfullness that HE will be solving the unsolved issue for me. Pray for me together that we're going to witness God again and again for HIS full glory.

Abba Father, thank you for everything that YOU gave me in my life. Forgive me for my past and renew me in accordance to YOUR ways. Direct me in YOUR path so I will know Your divine purpose in my life.

Because He first love us =)

I have something to share here...!! haa..!! So, what is that you might ask?

Hmm.. I guess it is through sharing we bless and encourage others, so I decided to share on the blessings I received from God recently.

Indeed our Father is a loving Father, He will never fail us and His timing is always the right timing. I am thankful, Abba Father.

From my previous entry, I shared about the divine phone call and it was really on time. I was so down hearted after the next day when I received a bad news, hmm.. The burden that I have carried for many months have turned me down. I can't even talk for the whole day but my brain keep ringing on what the bro had told me on the previous day. What is Your will, Abba Father? I kneel down and pray to God. Abba Father, I don't fathom and my broken heart has nearly consume me. Perhaps I seldom face failure and it has hit me so harsh this time. Sometimes I am frustrated, honest I did, forgive me for my shortcomings as I am a human afterall. I frust when I meet different values ppl and they try to irk me by creating some issues to me. I wish to tell them what is my dissatisfaction, I wish to ask where is the justice and fairness. All the whys and I finally choose to ignore. Am I an ignorant person when ppl nowadays choose to ignore when ppl are against them too, so what is so big deal right? Some ppl might say a bygone is a bygone but I beg to differ, a bygone is never a bygone when a person does not know their mistake and they keep repeating it and they just apologize insincerely and what they did was IGNORE and find substitution. I come to ask is that bothering me as it is not my problem afterall. God has broke my heart and told me that I do not deserve His great love but He does love me, I let go my frustration to Him all at that time.

I went for breakfast with my mom last month and God has started speaking to me without I notice it. I shall not mention the incident here but it reminds me of her teaching to me all the time. Be kind to others even the person acting the different way, show them the love from God as God love us so much too. I admit it is hard to forgive certain ppl who has done wrongly when they don't feel guilty at all. I didn't really take the incident into my heart and days just pass each days.

Forgive me Abba Father.. I took a train down to Johor and I was thinking God leads me whenever You want me to go cos I have surrendered to You my whole self. I do not want to lost myself and behave like the worldly ppl does such as ignoring, holding grudge, acting selfish-ly, playing fair and etc. It is definitely not about we treat others good when ppl appreciate us. We as Christian go beyond all these because Jesus came for the sinner,not for the righteous. God open His heavenly blessings when I let go everything to Him. It was so amazing how He prepares the way for me to get what my heart desires. I am so amazed by what He has done and ppl who know the incident was so amazed too. God has closed one window but He has indeed opened so many doors to me.

If today you wonder if there is a God on this planet earth, why do you have to use your strength and yet you still fail to achieve your target. You feel so fatigue when no one understand you, fret not you can always come to seek Him, cry out to Him as it is not because we first loved him, but He has first loved us. Open your heart to let him talk to you today. He has risen from the death, He is a living God who always awaiting you to receive Him as your personal saviour, will you willing to open the door of your heart to receive the abundance love from Him?

I hope your answer will be the same as me! Bless you=)

Blessed Easter day to all =)

A divine phone call =)

I love reading a sister's blog back in varsity time, though I can't remember all of her entries but her entries have always inspired me about a young lady's walk with God. I am blessed by her writing and sharing. There are a lot insights which are beyond words that I can put it up here about her faith in her journey with Father. I remember her entry about how she encouraged ppl around her and it was on time that the person was being blessed. It is a total divine appointment and a call from a friend reminds me of her entry. I wish to thanks God for the call from my bro in christ for the divine encouragement. As a person who loves to bottle up, I was really caught in one of his question and I thanks God for his encouragement. Thank you bro for telling me it is a faith challenging journey, I shall continue the battle of this journey because God's timing is the most perfect timing. Thank you bro for your calling again, I am blessed beyond words =)